** WEEKENDS are here again **

Yayness!
It's the weekends.
Actually, I have nothing to look forward to anymore.
Feeling kinda pointless.
Todae, Mr. Yeo gave an examination prep talk.
"War is not a priority; it's the ONLY priority."
I knew it, I understood it.
But, sumhow I would not do it.
For some unknown reasons, he would still remain as my top priority.
Even though I know how important the next seventy days meant to me.
Haish.
I feel so dumb.

Found this at friendster again.
Entitled as what gurls want n what most guys won't do.
How true is it depends on each individual, I guess?

`Leave her cute text msges.this wud definitely brighten up her day n make her smile.
`Kiss her in front of your friends.makes her feel cherished.
`Trust her over everyone else.it meant so much more than anething else to be trusted.
`Tell her she looks beautiful.say it truthfully n sincerely.
`Look her in the eye when you talk to her.it's a form of respect n she can feel ur sincerity.
`Tell her stupid jokes to make her laugh.she wud be happy no matter how dumb the jokes are.
`Let her mess with your hair.it's a form of affection.
`Just walk around with her.even if you find it dumb, she's just trying to spend more time with you.
`Include her in everything you do.no gurl wud wanna feel neglected, since you're always her top priority.
`When she cries, do whatever it takes to make her smile.it wud mean alot to her.
`Forgive her for her mistakes.rmb her fer all the sweet things she does fer you, not dwell on small mistakes.
`Look at her lyke she's the only gurl you see.all gurls wud want that.
`Hold her hand even when you are with your friends.it's not a sin to hold hands wen your friends are ard.
`Let her fall asleep in your arms.make her feel loved n secured.
`Get her mad and then kiss her.she wud smile eventually.
`Stay up with her when she's sick.she wud appreciate it n love you more.
`Give her the world.no hesitations.
`Write letters to her.it wud mean alot to her. letters are good ways of communication.
`When she is sad, hang out with her.that's the only thing she wants.
`Let her know that she's important.gurls always need assurance.
`Let her take all the photos of you she wants.she only wants to have memories of you esp when you are not goin to be ard.
`Call her every night.it wud give her sumthing to look forward to everyday.
`Kiss her in the rain.romantic, isn't it?
`Love her like you'd never loved before.'cause she's alrdy doing that.

Going off now.
I wanna learn to concentrate.
No more distractions.
tata~

Fun Nightout

Ysd was great!
MORE than great.
It's been so long since we hung out.
All seven of us=)
It was a happy night out.

Let rewind alittle.
In the morning, we gave the nice photoframe with the picture collage to leen, the burfday gurl.
Sum tramautizing events took place right after.
Our good 'sister' touched baba's hands and hugged leen.
Causing them to run out of class and headed fer the toilet at lightning spees.
See how powerful our good 'sister' is?

Had maths test.
Quite easy, I guess.
Just wish I can pass nicely=)
Den went over to the grandstand fer Sports Meet.
hmms. Darwinian runners were great, but some still lost to the Owens runners.
What a waste!
I wasn't really enjoying the whole thing 'cause good 'sister' was so close to me.
And she was freakingly high.
Not to say being enthu is a bad thing, but her enthusiasm is weird.
Okay, biased point of view, I know.
Got so suffocated that eventually I moved over to sit with Spidey.
Wanted to get FEI to save me de.
But he was so faraway.

After Sports Meet, we headed fer Clarke Quay.
Wanted to have Chocolate Fondue.
But they didnt have it.
Shit lah.
And I just stood there, terrorising the waiter.
Hehehs.
Can't blame me; I was just too disappointed.
Walked to Hans Place fer dinner eventually.
It's eight plus then.
And everyone was worn n famished after all the walking, crazy phototaking.
Urms.. Didn't quite lyke the food.
The quality still have lotsa room fer improvements.
Hehehs.

Hmms.. Served leen's bday cake to her whilst she was still going mad in her game.
Poor gurl.
She was tortured by all of us.
BUT esp, the demoness of stupidity.
And that's none other than my darling.
Ohh!! She love the adidas jacket!!
Yayness! =D
Then came the emo part,
Leen just had to start giving emo speech.
Caused me to tear.
Argh.
Everyone was super high ther lah.
My darling, eileen, von n liyi were all going so mad even before they drank alcohol.
Can't imagine what wud happen if they did.

Took lotsa nice pictures lahs.
Shall upload them with my next entry.
Am sleepy now.
Was woken up by the construction work.
And I slept rather late THIS MORN!!
Shitto!
Am contemplating whether to move out temporarily during my preparation fer exams n my exam period.
I'll die of sleep deficiency!
If ever there is such a term.
Heheh.
Prelims are NEAR-ing.
And I'm dead-ed.=(

Saw this at my dearest baba's blog. And so, decided to do it fer fun. hehe.

The rules: Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.(:

I miss somebody right now. missing my boyfren.
I don’t want TeeVee these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
USUALLY I curse sometimes.
I have changed alot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.wishing hard.
I've broken someone’s bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I like sushi.love them in fact.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have alot of moodswings.quite a fair bit, i guess.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.that's jus me!
I have alot of friends.love dem all=D
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.yupyups. esp with my boyfren.
I practically live in trackpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.which gurl doesn't?
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.and i can't live w/o it.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do with the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.aww.. kids are so adorable!!
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.yayness! =D
I have alot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I would die for my best friends.
I think Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.correction:Guy. only my boyfren.
I study for tests most of the time.i'm a slacker.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I am comfortable with who i am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot whenever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.it's so ridiculous that you wudnt wan to knoe.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I work at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.yesyesyes!! absolutely!
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I want to go to a college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.frm my dear, tt's. And hugs frm ppl I lyke.
I fell for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I can't whistle.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal i’ve written in.
I can't stick to a diet.it's sad, isn't it?
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.idont hafta do tt. Haf got a sucky memory.
Climbing trees are a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tatoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

And so, I m stabbing.. Weiquan, eileen, peiling, kaijie n eric =D

*deeply hurtx*

I cried.
This time, it was subconsciously that I did so.
Tears flowed ever so naturally.
Perhaps, 'cause my heart was hurting badly?
Perhaps, it's 'cause it hurts me to see my darlings cry?
Perhaps. . .

Things just suck so badly.
And, it's only now when you come to realise how much frens care.
Even simple msges mean alot.
Daily goodnite msges frm junhao senior.
To some, it may be merely a simple gesture.
But at least, in times of darkest, you know that there is someone who rmbs you.
Even a short msg of concern matters alot to me.
" Are you ok?" , " You forgot to smile today."
Gonna thank khaiboon n kaijie.
Am really touched.
At least, people still care.
At least, these people are still around.
They are the ones who allow me to continue hoping..
And I thank God fer them.

`besides loneliness, feeling unloved is the next worst feeling.

*pictures!!*

My best-est, great-est, prett-iest gurlfrens =D
Yvonne n me! *my darLing bestie*
me n stEr *my dear bestie*
BABA n ABAB!! *grins* - her smile is so nice!!
Florence n me! *my kbox buddy*

**national day eve**

National day eve.
Okay. It's not my country's national day.
BUt heys, I've spent half my existing lifetime here in Singapore.
And what's more, it's here that I met great people, great friends =D
And so, I must say,
I LOVE SINGAPORE ! =DD *grins*

argh. wanted to upload pretty pics here.
But blogger got sum dumb probs.
Sianned.
Kinda enjoyed this year celebration.
Me n flor were busy cam-whoring while the VIPs were making their entrance
And you noe what?
Spidey appeared in every single photo lahs
*ling yi zhao pian* -'ghostly appearance' *evil grins*
And me n flor kept bothering him with our singing.
Evil us.
But he didn't seem to mind, so alright lorh.

OKay.
I am feeling very sleepy now.
But, I'm goin to go write a testimonial fer Spidey, before I go play chess with Zhou Gong.
BUhbye.

*forcedsmile*

Lost my smiles.
As in, really smiling right from the heart.
Miss those happy feelings..
Can anyone tell me where can I find them back?
Feel so jaded now. =,(
Can sumone please help me?

`imissyouso.

=DD

HELLO!
hello! hello! hello!
I am just home from the night study programme!
Felt so much of an achievement...
First time, I did so much homework lehs.
Even Paul says, he is proud of me.
*grins*

Boyfren is proud of me too!
Lurves him so much.
My boyfren is the best!
His msges.. *heex*
Miss him sososo muchie..
oh. I think I am lovesick *hugs*

Yayness!
Tomorrow's Friday.
the DAY before the WEEKENDS!
*grinsss*
So happy!! ^^
Finally, can get some well-deserved rest.
Been feeling so burned out recently.
Though, changing is tough, but I'll strive on.
It's SMU, not SIM. *hehe*

`imissmyboyfren.

*bored expression*

Tuesdays are boring.
Total boredom.
Had tough rugby todae again.
Love the sun!! *smiles*
Got rather burnt, though.
Ran with my darling and did situps too..
Wus abit exhausted since I haven been exercising much lately.
Plus, I'm still recovering from a thigh injury. =(
And I actually agreed to sprint with Flor.
I must be MAD.

Decided to do this to pass time.
Not in the mood to study anewaes.

1. what do you do when you're mad?
~ I'll get very cranky. And would be rather tactless with my words. *beware!!*

2. what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
~ Can't really rmb.

3. ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
~ Urms. Don't think so. I am not that powDERful *heh*

4. ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?
~ ehhs. Nopes. Am rather civilised=D

5. do you curse when you're mad?
~ nahs. don't like.

*Crying Section*

1. last time you cried your heart out ?
~ can't remember. But it's recently.

2. ever cried yourself to sleep?
~ sadly, yes.

3. ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
~nopes. no one wans to lend me.

4. do you cry when you get an injury?
~if it hurts lahs.

5. do certain songs make you cry?
~ yups.

*Pain Section*.

1. what's the worst thing you've done tosomebodyelse?
~Made sumone cried?

2. how depressed can you get?
~ depressed to the extent that I just shut myself out from the rest of the world n not tok.

Happy Section*

1. how much do u smile?
~ everyday =DD

2. what can make you happy?
~ feeling loved by everyone =)

3. do you wish you were happier?
~ haha. whu doesn't?

4. what about being with your friends, does thatmake u happy?
~Yups yups!! Ofcourse! =)

*Love Section*.

1. have you ever loved someone so much, thatyou'd die for them?
~ hmms.. literally yes. hmms.. maeb bahs..

2. did you ever love a person, and tell him/herthat you love him/her?
~yes.

3. have you loved someone so much, it made youcry?
~ haha. yups.

4. has anyone besides your friends and familyeversaid 'i love you' to you?
~ =)

*Self-Esteem Section*

1. is your self-esteem extremely low?
~ not really.

2. do you believe in yourself?
~yups

3. what do you say when people say they thinkyou are good looking/pretty?
~are you mad?

4. are you one of those idiots that think they areugly, dumb, and fat?
~ haha. maeb?

5. ever wanted to kill yourself cuz you thoughtyou weren't good enough?
~ NO.

6. are you happy with who you are?
~ yups=D uniquely me!

Goin off lers.. hais..
Miss SOMEBODY so much.